I want to thank you guys for all of the support and hugs, it meant a lot to me. I'm doing much better now compared to how I was. I really don't want to go into any detail at the moment. But it's just like I'm at the point where I'm afraid to be happy because I feel like the moment I let my guard down and be happy something bad happens. Right now it just feels like it's better for me to always be guarded and unhappy rather than happy and to be let down.

I'm so sad.

It's been so rainy lately. My hair needs extra attention lol cuz of all of the humidity. I was thinking of getting twitter what do you think??

Here's something I want to share with you!

http://indigoplateau.clavis-sama.com/

I'm a dork I know, but sometimes in this busy and stressful life I like to do something totally fun and not my age lol.

I'm at school right now, soo sleepy, well actually now that im eating some cheesecake and drinking my cafe latte im starting to wake up a lil. My next class starts in about an hour. Its weird cuz when im just sitting hin class or something i always come up with some great things to write about, and now when it comes time for me to write on here nothing comes to mind. grr. I am glad to day is wednesday. I don't have school on monday so i will have a long weekend. No plans yet however, i just want to be lazy. I do need to clean my room a lil. I feel so boring, I never write anything exciting on here lol.

So this semester I am taking a philosophy class and it seems like it will be interesting, but farily hard as well.

So what do you think that philosophy is???